Monday, July 31, 2006.
another day going to the place i detest. nothing good comes out of it.
bad bad day. totally worn out. but the battle is still on and its not even near the end.
i cant do what i have passion in. or is it i dont even have one? i envy those who know their passion and are working their way to success.
asking myself what i'm going to be in future. i cant answer myself.
just doing what is deem right and ought to done. is that me? hmm... god knows...
no one knows how i feel. =)
I HAVE A GOAL! 8:54 PM.
Sunday, July 30, 2006.
yesterday when skating! its skating sat! muahahha! finally get to wear my new skate. look for my new wheels. found them at skateline. haha. wear my skate my legs damn pain. jim say i skate like its not my legs! very pain! T.T she came to skate ytd too! =) very long never see her. like around one week. haha.
when to marina terrance play hockey with IC. cool. when back to sengksng eat supper. cool. went home to sleep.
I HAVE A GOAL! 2:44 PM.
Thursday, July 27, 2006.
this is an extra blog for myself. *parental advisery*
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haiz.... sighs.... sian...
ok done... =D cheers...
ECP!
I HAVE A GOAL! 11:31 PM.
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suddenly posted alot of blogs. cause no time to blog last few days. very sian.. tired.
troubled mind.
more white hairs! lol...
ok.. enjoy reading...
hope to go skating this sat. really need it. hope to be on my new skate soon.
I HAVE A GOAL! 10:53 PM.
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today is just another boring school day.. suddenly feel very tired of studying.. no motivation. ran out of it.. =(
when for pe. do circuit and and some running. suddenly got headache after pe just like tue. dont know what's happening to me. lol. teng siang say i dying le. haha.. sat there pain till dont know how long then when to change. but the weird thing is that after some time then it went away le.
today better. kanna suan by teacher only.. never kanna scolded.. woot~
Wednesday, 26/7/2006
kanna scolded by teacher again.. i forgot is what le.. did lots of homework today. been forced to stay back after school to study till 6. went to library to do my tutorials. met up with jl ate dinner. do abit more then i dont know how to do le. slept at 9. wanted to wake up at 12 to finish my tutorial but i overslept till 3.45 am. forget it. just continue sleeping.
now i everyday no 4.30 cannot go home. earliest is 4.3o. cause teacher want me stay back study in school. i dont mind thou as everytime when i reach home i'll be too tired to do anything.
Tuesday, 25/7/2006
long day. till 6. kanna scolded by teacher again cause i lost my econ tys. gan by him. zz... pe run and run and run. after pe headache. so weird. but after awhile it went away. did abit of homework. talk on the phone and went to sleep.
never go hockey again. leoy sure say me not committed. not i dont want. is i cant. wont know till you in my shoe. lol..
Monday, 24/7/2006
went to school after so many days of 'holiday'. lolz.. feel weird. early in the morning kanna scolded. after that in the afternoon also kanna scolded like for no reason. i never bring my test paper cause no noe inform me that teacher going through. as he was explaining, i sat there thinking of the concept. suddenly he walk toward me and scolded me for not taking down notes. i was like O.O... 'orh'... and he nag at me.. sian.. totally spoil my mood.
Sunday, 23/7/2006
went to work today. give flyers. not to people but to cars. skate carparks to carparksa and put flyer on every cars. tiring and the ground is freaking rough. work with another guy. new friend call Kai Siang. call him siang for short. friendly guy. play hockey also.
later jy, jl, jason and qm came to ecp. followed by sebas.
went home quite late. mum nagging at me on phone. did not manage to do my homeworks.
Saturday, 22/7/2006
went to 2 interviews for surveyor. kinda sux. later proceed on to mandy's grandpa centurnary birthday dinner. good food and got beer. jy very happy. lol.. sebas and jy drank the most. at last went to a pub. feeling was great. nice drinks too, thanks to recommendation by hazel. for more detail can refer to jy or jason blogs.
I HAVE A GOAL! 10:26 PM.
Friday, July 21, 2006.
i'm officially broke now. think i still have 35 cents in my wallet to ton till next week.
found a wallet and handphone in my school toilet today. took it to class and see. inside got more than 60 bucks and a handphone but is a non colour de. tempted to take especially i only have 2 bucks left in my wallet.
but if i take i feel weird. so decided to let fate decide. if the owner come back to find i return to him. and. the owner ran back to find. so i returned him. missed my chance to be 60 bucks richer. back to my poor state.
mp3 player spoil today. think is the battery kanna shocked. now have to consider trading in my current phone for a phone with expandable memory. need money again. sian.
recently very tired. slept whole day in school. kaixin keep saying " sleep sleep sleep. whole day see you sleep."
lol.
tired of lots of thinks.
tired of waiting.
tired of trying.
tired of thinking.
tired of school.
tired if TIRED.
TIRED! want to sleep! zzz....
but i never tired of the sea and my stone house deep down at bikini bottoms. lol.
I HAVE A GOAL! 11:48 PM.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006.
suddenly thought of this song. one of lion king de song. hakuna matata - it means no worries.. haha.. when can i have no worries? hmmm.... a question without a definite answer.
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sleepy day.. dont know why.. slept all the way to school on bus. sleep on 27, wake up change bus then sleep again..
yoshi with jason today. tammie came to join us study. she's so tall! same height as me. feel so inferior standing next to her. lucky jason taller than her. good catch jason. go for her. =)
that all folks. dont know what to say.. muahaha.. maybe will edit if i think of anythings. nights.
I HAVE A GOAL! 11:04 PM.
Monday, July 17, 2006.
feeling very fan. went to school and realise that today got 2 bloody hours of lecture in LT 5, which the aircon is not working. 5 min past, the air is very humid and heavy. 10 min and we are perspiring.15 min really cannot tahan. whole body very sticky. everyone was so fuck up. the stuffiness was unbearable and it is adding on to my vexed mind. really want to just walk out of the LT. but i cant. i humji. enough of bad records le. i dont want more trouble from teachers and principal. REN! i fall asleep. waking up times and times by the heat.
finally one hours past. went out to catch a breather.
after awhile had to go back in. time somehow pass faster this time as we have to copy notes.
another hour past. finally the time i had to spend in that LT is over. when to class for tutorial. pulled up my school pant. really very hot and sticky. and that freaking damn ZINC bag de skin keep peeling off and sticking all over my hands. i was really very irritated with it. really feel like throwing it on the floor and burn it. but i cant. i have no bags, haven buy. no money. zzz.
folding up my pants really helps. but i look like some lao ah pek. with my school pants de colour looks more similar.
as i was folding my pants i thought i saw someone walked past my class. when i got up to see. there's no one. i asked teng siang if anyone walked past. he said no. but i remember clearly that i saw a figure walk past. o.O weird.
couldnt focus for both my 2 hours tutorial. my mind is vexed and screwed up.
school's over. met jason. he came to my house. at 3 when to CP meet mandy and jl for yoshi.
yoshi is the only think that make me feel better. loly. yoshi kaki jl is there also. had a chat with my mummy (mandy). till dont know what time. jl had to go meet ru and jy.
we went to punggol park. actually wanted to drink alcohol. but si ex. no $$. must save. bought the soya bean nilk instead. when to the park. whole place was very good. like the atmosphere there. it was so long since i've been there.
went to take a walk. everything turns out fine and i'm very glad. =)
i told myself at the very start. to accept who you are and to understand.
to be the that special one unlike any other people who'll understand you.
but my thinking just keeps on wandering. i cant take it to but ask. sorry that i hurt you.
sorry that i make you tears.
m feeling very bad for doing that when i told you i'll take care of you.
of all the people, i hope to be the one who really understand.
and i'm working my way toward that. give me time.
dont be disappointed will you? =)
but i really saw a china man! omg. and he's wearing a yellow slipper, carrying a plastic bag. shit. i'm seeing things. glad to hear that you are happy. i'm too when you are.
I HAVE A GOAL! 11:22 PM.
Sunday, July 16, 2006.
woke up at 1+ , 2. still no reply. sad. took my breakfast. *lunch. actually plan to do hmwk. but then no mood. cant get the thought out of my head.
'ignorance is bliss'. but then really cant control. curiousity made me want to find out. that why ppl say curiousity kills the cat. in my case is kill the starfish. lol. hai. in doubt.
cannot tahan the sianess and thinking. jio jason, qm, jy go skate. actually wanted to use my new skate. but the wheels cannot change. long story. must go IC ask le. and i need new wheels. now very broke. anyone got fliers de job lobang can intro me? i need $$.
went to punggol jl hse there skate. alot ppl. got road show. for racial harmony. loly. kinda big scale. skated around. qi min learn skate. not bad for a first timer. he pick up quite fast. 9+ reach home. sianed. actually hungry. but when i took my dinner suddenly no appetite. eat half and throw.
tml school. sianz. cya people.bye
I HAVE A GOAL! 10:37 PM.
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lame ass lecturers. suppose to finish all lectures by 11.30 but in the end drag till 1+, 2. wth.. crap... talk talk talk. think there is market... jack ass lecture taking her own sweet time talk. then ask questions which she knows no one will reply. and she ask le then reply herself. zzz...
when sebas hse. party. alots of foods. not bad.. saw fwapy.. long time no see him.. he ride bike damn funny le.. worst then me. he skate better than he ride bike lo.. i see le bth. exchange my better bike with his that cute looking bike with a basket at the back. i ride look like old uncle want sell bread. loly.
friday 14/7/2006
long day of school. feeling damn crappy.. make us wait 2 hrs for a test. our largest LT aircon spoil. wth. whole place is like oven la. the school brought in alot BIG fans. but also like no use. then there kpkb say " we bring in fans so as to help lower the temperature. we on fri work till 8pm to bring in all the fans." blah blah blah. lame la.. do abit small things for us must announce so LOUD. put on the annoucement tv all over the school. crap. those lousy things jiu hide hide. look at the toilets. none of it is the same standard as NC toilet. of all the boys toilet. i only can find one door with the original lock still working. the rest all is fix on and is also broken rusty. now u know why my school got no Quality Service Award le. oh ya. back to the LT. they freaking put ice on the floor lo. when we go in the floor is all wet and the atmosphere is so damn weird. it feels just like in a wet market and we freaking took our test in there..
lucky in the night went for movie. Pirates of the Caribbean. good show. but ending very weird.. took NR6 home. reach home ard 3. fall asleep and next day woke up at 7 for lecture.
13/07/2006
arrghhh! school works! freaking stop giving us SO MANY extra lesson which is of no use and we dont even have time to finish our homework. almost everyday school ends after 3pm. long time no eat yoshi! i mis yoshi! jay el, sebas. YOSHI!!!!!! =)
I HAVE A GOAL! 2:02 AM.
Thursday, July 13, 2006.
boring school day
tired school day
sianzation school day
cut my hair. short. weird. loly
I HAVE A GOAL! 12:38 AM.
Sunday, July 09, 2006.
woke up around 1++. eat. went to hougang point meet sebas, jl. study. lame. crap. came to cp. do the same thing. that all. nothing to say now. no mood. helpless. dont know what to do.
tomorrow school. sux. hate my jc life. nothing good come out of it. feels like wasting few years of my life for that freaking piece of cert.
and my freaking elbow and palm are hurting very much. zzz......
I HAVE A GOAL! 11:31 PM.
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MUAHAHAHA! today sat is skate day! loly! but i got school. its freaking lame.. going throu our mid year paper for math and chem. 1st is math lecture. the lecturer explain but dont allow us time to copy the solution. everyone is like. -.-. . . . . . lolz... we decided not to copy any. cool man. soon my class the boys mostly all fall asleep. i slept through the whole 1 and half hours lecture. woot! sleep until i not tired then i took newspaper and read. the whole LT is so noisy. everyone was not listening lo, dont know how that teacher tahan. loly! next is chem lect. not bad. i not tired at all. cant sleep due to the earlier sleeping i had. got back my chem paper 3. i got a big freaking F! lolz. 34%. 1 more % i AO le! >.< i need another 1/4 marks to get AO lo.. argh! teng siang tyco get AO. not fair! everytime like that.. -.-....
went home nothing to eat. so damn hungry. then went to CP to meet JL, sebas and jim eat. we had BK. met up with sam, jy and jason. then got on bus to ECP. we had a challenge. wear our skate on bus and alight on skate. cool man. all of all did it. woot! skate to ecp, met wenqin and nic at MAC. nic went to rent skate and he was serve by pretty mei mei. help him wear also. wwwoooooo..... everyone jealous! LOLY.
skated in the rink till around 4 + and wenqin had to go for dinner. then all of us headed for bedok jetty. we dragon there. and nic falled! OMG! both his kneecap is bleeding! >.< see le also pain. his SR pant kanna torn till very hip. lol. finally reached the jetty and slack there for sometime as sebas help nic return his rented skate.
dont know what time jim went to meet his female friends with jason accompanying him. we followed up later and nic headed home. went to waffle house to see jim's WG. saw a cool one wearing cap with 'wonderful' hair. suits jim 100% sia.
JIM! GO FOR HER! RUN FOR HER! RUN RUN!
headed to IC as jim's 3 friends want to buy skate. JL went to take at the look of the skate too. i paid the deposit for my hockey skate le! :) muahaha! at that time alot IC people at there watch "See Ghost 10" loly.
ate dinner at some famous shop which sebas intro. not bad. haha.
skated back to ECP. went to rink play awhile and head for bedok jetty again. its was around 10++ that time. reached there at high speed. rest awhile. enjoyed the breeze, the moon, the star. then continue to train.
skated back to rink and we dragon halfway through. when down the slope of underpass, that where disaster took place. I FELL DOWN!!!!!!! zzz...
going down the slope very fast, the powerslide as i turn but my leg hook till jy. and i fly~ loly. ps jy. lucky you no fall. hurt my elbow and palm. loly. sianzation. my wound was just like nic de. skated to the hawker near our bus stop and washed my wounds. pain.
got out of my skate. bought drinks, board the bus and home sweet home.
I HAVE A GOAL! 1:17 AM.
Friday, July 07, 2006.
today, i woke up late at 6.50am, in which at this time i should be at the bus stop waiting for bus. instead, i just jumped out of my bed and running around house frantically. manage to brush my teeth, change, do something to my hair so as to not let it stand up too much within 10 minutes +. WOOT~ cool man~ aint i cool? yeah man. loly. got to the lifts and realised both the lifts are going down at the same time! and i dont have the time to wait, cause there a 27 bus at 7.05am. i did something i never did before. i used the staircase to get from 13th floor to the ground floor. was like jumping 2 to 3 steps at a time. so suay got people just got out of their house and they saw me running down the stairs like an idiot. -.- so ps... they were like staring at me, why i was running down the stairs early in the morning wearing school uniform without taking the lift.
then so suay. when i was at the 3rd floor. i heard the sound of buses pass by. i prayed is not 27. finally got to level 1 and ran to the bus stop. its empty! which means my bus just went! ARGH.
when i reached my school de bus stop which is a stop after the hougang swimming complex, i pia all the way to school. lolz. LUCKY! i NOT late! wahahaha! or i'll be screwed by principal and have to buy a watch for both my civil tutor and HOD... -.-
today finish school at 1230pm which is like COOL man.. our last period GP and miss huda let us watch movie! day after tomorrow........ wooooooooooo.... scary.......... this movie keep me thinking. i feel that there should be a major disaster to let people realise how fortunate they are and not take things for granted. muahaha! evil! XD
when to eat and skate hunting after school. muahaha.. that all folks!
ALERT: i'm so totally broke now! NO MONEY!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!
THURSDAY 06/07/2006went out to watch superman returns. muahaha! ok la.. not bad. is the companion that's good... wahahhaha!!!
that all dude! :)
I HAVE A GOAL! 10:36 PM.
Thursday, July 06, 2006.
1st must thanks jim for helping me setup this blog. thanks man.
this morning wanted to watch the match between Germany and Italy. but at 130am cannot tahan went to sleep till 5++ and i missed the game.. T.T lolz
10 + woke up by jim. loly. he came to my house help me do my blog. cool man :)
went to ECP today. 1st went to IC see hockey skate. thinking getting a hockey skate instead of FSK. cause salomon never bring in any more fsk skates le. steven recommended me Tour Blue Max. so blue i like. but i saw another skate which is Mission Helium 5500. white and grey. i also like! dont know which to chose. lolz.
then walk to ECP with sebas, jim, jinyi and silin. jinyi went to rent skate then eat MAC. no $$ le!
skate at rink awhile before proceeding to bedok jetty. weather very hot and we hide in the shade. loly. took photos. then skate back to mac to meet wenqin and nicholas. jinyi went to return skate and head home, at the same time jay el came. loly. see yiyi happy sia. blush blush.
nic and wenqin went to rent skate. jason, jin long, jim, sebas and me skate at the rink. dont know why no mood skate. just sat there feel tired and kept thinking. weird me.
skate around rink for some time then nic and wq went to return skate. when to eat grilled chicken with rice. something like plaza sing that store. eat eat. went to rink sit awhile then sebas, nic and wq leave 1st as they are going to walk to the bus stop. after some time, jim, jason, jinlong and me skate to the bus stop. we reach there earlier then them lo. loly. took 43 home. here i am blogging. dont know want to watch soccer not. mixed feeling. just like jason. hai~
ok. nothing to say le. quite alot to read today. enjoy =)
below are the pending skate i want to buy. give me some suggestion lehz.
This is Mission helium 5500, price: $349
This is Tour Blue Max, price: $399
i like 5500 cause of the white. hate the grey part. had enough of grey for my current skate. lol. then this tour not bad. suggestions please. thanks. ;)
I HAVE A GOAL! 12:16 AM.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006.
yo. weilong here.
I HAVE A GOAL! 11:48 AM.
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