Sunday, August 27, 2006.
tired!!! went back to sleep. jason called at 10am i think.
told jason to pull back the time.
took my breakfast. change. went to take 27.
a v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v beautiful gal board the bus! WOOT! she so damn chio! but she got bf. and he like CMI. loly. fortunate guy sia.
aaron on the bus too and i didnt know. aaron meeting his friend to study at airport too. woot. female friend. weet weet!
went to staff canteen study. jl and qm came.
eat talk cock.
play card game. -.-
i keep winning la! wth! using up all my luck. OMG! my A level's gone.
went to t1 viewing mall. jalan jalan.
took bus back home.
just finished mapling. going sleep now. =) nights.
I HAVE A GOAL! 2:22 AM.
Thursday, August 24, 2006.
woke up to go school today. very very ultra tired. i'm dying.
pon the 1st period of math lecture. went library slack. mr ang came and saw us. he know we pon but he never say anything. HENG.
celebrated mr tan birthday after school. bought cake, birthday songs. took some class photos and went home.
slack at home. cooked my own lunch. T.T
went for jiaxin 18th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAXIN! eat. pay $$.
i'm so damn broke now.
only got 2 bucks on me now. -.-
went to cp drink 7-up. saw hui yee.
we talked awhile and 2 smoked.
hui yee went home.
few moments later we went home too.
i need a pair of shoe urgently. damn. lazy go queenway sia. tml no school. dont know do what. want study also lazy. lol. bless me. =)
I HAVE A GOAL! 11:41 PM.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006.
woot. tired right now.
sian. need to mug and mug and mug. sucks.
today pon 1st half of school. went to school from 1pm to 3pm.
after econ lesson pon huda lesson. woot! me and ts trying to avoid huda but let mr tan see that we are there at the same time. haha. its was very fun and exciting. can be the most exciting of my jc life! -.-
memories everywhere.
remind of her.
now it will only be memories.
she like not doing well.
all the best to her. hope she can get on well.
tired. sian. hai.
zzzz.....
I HAVE A GOAL! 6:54 PM.
Sunday, August 20, 2006.
today is skate day!
econ lecture in the morning. went home and sleep. slept for half an hour wanted to sleep more but i cant.
why?
met them and took the PP (Parkway Parade) shuttle bus there.
it sure was fast.
around 25 minutes and we reached there!
skate skate.
jim 2 friends came followed by mingsheng.
everyone falled today.
jy say we all fang tai sua.
loly.
went to rink.
sky was dark.
Uncle chuan came. wanted to say 'hello' to him.
i had a great great great fall.
my skates was covered with mud.
kneecap had a big swell.
now still very pain. lol.
blister on a blister.
broken toe nails. zzz.
hai. exam coming. this sux. no more funs.
I HAVE A GOAL! 1:06 AM.
Thursday, August 17, 2006.
tired tired tired.
i want pon school stay at home stay!
but my mum dont want help me write letter.
zzz...
sian-ed.
tml got 2 test. chem, econ.
sat school from 8am to 2 pm. -.- wth.
my weekend has been burnt. >.<
ARGH. loly!
I HAVE A GOAL! 10:52 PM.
Monday, August 14, 2006.
finished school at 130pm. skipped the studying lesson in school.
went home slack.
went to SGH to visit my dad.
he just undergo a surgery to remove something from his neck.
he aged so much.
many things happened recently.
been at the lowest point of my life.
thanks to my buddies and family. they supported me. =)
hope i can overcome all this shits and got on with life properly.
feeling so tired now. totally no energy for study.
17 more days to prelims
80 more days to A level.
moral support and motivation will be very much appreciated.
hope things dont end here.
at least be good friends? hope so ba. =)
cya
I HAVE A GOAL! 10:33 PM.
Sunday, August 13, 2006.
i need to study. i need to mug. study! study! stuudddyyyy~ sttuddd YAWNZ.... ZZZZZZZzzzzzz........
damn! i so so so so so dead. i forgot to do my aspire quiz for econ. and it expire! i cant do le! OMFG! shit head. help me! damn...... aRGHHH....
alright everyone. let us put our hands together and pray for me. In the name of the father, the son, and the holy spirit. amen. hope i still have a whole body when my teacher let loose the mad dogs to kill me.. >.< AMEN! =X
hai.hai.hai
I HAVE A GOAL! 1:28 AM.
Friday, August 11, 2006.
Tokyo drift nice show.
things are different now.
i know i have to do things which is more urgent right now.
but i cant seem to focus. my mind just drift away.
nights. =l
I HAVE A GOAL! 11:25 PM.
.
I Miss You
i can t sleep i just can t breathe
when your shadow is all over me baby
don t wanna be a fool in your eyes
cause what we had was built on lies
and when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what i say
i don t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you
what would it take for you to see
to make you understand that i ll
always believe
you and i can make it through
and i still know i can t get over you
cause when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what i say
i don t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby i miss you i do
cause when our love always
fades away
listen to me hear what i say
i don t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you i miss you
i do
i don t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby i miss you i do
I HAVE A GOAL! 4:50 PM.
Thursday, August 10, 2006.
slept at 3++ am.
6.50am i woke up as planned to go jogging with jim and jason. no one called me. so i waited. waking up every 10 min to check my phone as its on snozzle mode.
decided to go abck to sleep at 8.
woke up at 10.15 am. wanted to go back to sleep but somehow just cant sleep. hope to sleep so that wont think so much but i cant. WHY?! loly.
woke up. wanted to blog.
my sister took my modem. i cant log on net.
went to wash up and found out that there nothing to eat.
pek chek.
went to study. cant seem to focus.
called jason to go eat breakfast at yoshi.
walked over to my void deck to study.
fall asleep halfway through.
at that time was very cold. it was very windy.
came home in the afternoon and slack.
play CS with jay el.
met jim and jason in the night.
had some kicks.
my skills deprove alot. stretching also cmi. sian.
bought soya bean and sat down to talk.
here i am. here to blog. hmmm.. how do i put pictures in my blog...... =X
I HAVE A GOAL! 10:27 PM.
.
mum's nagging all day.
being scolded for coming out just now. i just want to go out. to see her.
nothing much today. without all the nagging is just any normal day at home.
chatted at void deck till 12.50am. chill man.
I HAVE A GOAL! 1:32 AM.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006.
today went to ECP to run and build the Singapore's longest sand castle. organised by SRJC.
there competitive and leisure run. DG took part in the competitive run. but she never win any prize. haha. too slow ba =X. anyway, she's in a relationship now. i also dont who is the lucky guy. lol.
after the leisure run, we were told to go start building sandcastle. initially i was standing there and using my eye power. but later see my friends all went in to help i decided to put in some effort too. was quite fun. i kept thinking of what can i build.
tried alot of design. some success but some failed. when the whole sandcastle building is bout to end, me and my friends decided to build a very very very tall de sand castle.
we took the spade and start digging sands up. we were like digging grave for someone. loly.
whole thing ended and my legs was so dirty. hate the feeling..
packed up, put on my shoe and walk all the way from the foodcentre to Mac. SSSOooooooo LONG! first time i spent so long to get from the lagoon to mac. zzz... my friends keep asking me '' are we there?'' like every seconds. loly.. bryan lame ass..
ate mac and went to send bryan and some girls to underpass. met jinyao. then jim. got my skate. and suddenly i have WINGS! lol..
kaixin, yisan, alicia, lena and kim ann cycle till so far. -.-
almost the other end of ecp. waited for them at bedok jetty.
cycle back to the rink. and they continued on to the other end of ecp. -.-
omg. my legs almost break.
was fun thou. jim and jinyao went 1st as they still have to go school.
jy, jason and me skated around for awhile long and went home.
realise i got more new blisters. and i got sun burnt.WOOT! yes! my legs hurts alot now.
7/8/2006
kanna scolded again today. first lesson. woot.
after school when to town and bugis to find clothes, bag, wallet and shoe. but did not manage to buy anything.
mum called to kp me. total sianzation. -.-
what a day.....
I HAVE A GOAL! 9:48 PM.
Saturday, August 05, 2006.
a long school days with a heavy mind. it was a very bad experience.
hockey with jy, jim, jason, jl, qm at punggol street soccer court.
sat down at jl's house there with a packet of green tea soya bean. satisfied.
skin of my blister came off. abit pain but glad it came off.
legs hurts so much. hope to become one with my skate soon.
seem like its best that i dont ask anymore although that is so totally not me.
yawn. tired.
cares people. =)
I HAVE A GOAL! 12:44 AM.
Thursday, August 03, 2006.
starfish lost his way.
he feels so lost.
without his warm comfy rock.
no place to snuggle in.
out in the cold water by a reef.
no shelter over him.
praying for the sun to shine over him again.
sad sad starfish.
(to be continued)
I HAVE A GOAL! 11:48 PM.
.
study, school, tutorial, homework, notes, sleep, scolding, boredom, fan-ness. that's what make up my days....
miss hockey.
miss skating.
miss kayaking.
miss taekwondo.
how i wish i can ''select all'', "delete" all the things in my brain right now. sian.
i lose myself in finding me,
the way it really are to be.
I HAVE A GOAL! 9:29 PM.