Monday, November 12, 2007.
been thinking alot recently. my focus on studying is drifting away. this is really bad. tml is the day of 2 exam papers and i'm still unable to focus now. sigh. study study. why cant i do what i've did for earlier papers? hmm.
troubled mind.
I HAVE A GOAL! 12:23 PM.
Friday, November 09, 2007.
2.04 am in the morning and i'm still awake. 3 more hrs before i have to wake up and book in to camp. hmm. keep thinking. how's your studying for A's going? haha. somehow i cant be mad at you anymore. with anyone be it. i'll be over very soon. even if i'm mad with some1 for long, is only cause i know i should be mad but noy really feeling mad. hmmm.
anyway. all the best for A. few more paper to go. you said chem was easy, which was the most difficult paper of all to everyone. so i;m sure paper 1 and 2 would be a breeze for you. dont worry. no one will be home. so u got entire house to study. that's very good environment. how i wish i can have such a place. sigh.
anyway, went to physio last sat and the physiologist said i should exercise my leg more. its getting very weak. i was doing the leg press machine and my leg trembled and shaked like violently. lol. then she keep laughing at me.... zzzz.... can feel my knee weakening too. haha. its like pain all the time now. and i have to do repairs all the time. sigh.
now my DSM like blackmark me. he knows me by the guy who got 2 months mc and went for alot of days of leave. when i'm back on wed, i had to do lots of work. climb up and down of vehicle. lol. hmmm.... no choice. i have to work my way out of ''slacker'' list. sigh......... life......
I HAVE A GOAL! 2:04 AM.
Thursday, November 01, 2007.
Battle of my head against the SM1 tank! lol. result: wei long 0 Vs Tank 1. zzz. i bang my head against the sharp edge of the tank on tue. it was FREAKING *^#%*(^ PAIN! now i have a line on my top left corner of my forehead. argh. cant move my face too much or it'll hurt. so i'm like expression-less. lol!
GP ytd was a disaster. First half of the paper, i see wrong number and end up sitting at the wrong table. LOL! my table should be C13 but i see wrongly and went to sit on C3. damn embarrassing! after the 1st paper. i went to check my seat. for the 2nd half, i sat at the correct table this time. however, i only came to realise that i had my hadphone on and in my pocket when the exam started which is like against the rule to even bring phone in. so i did some stunt and tried to switch off my phone w/o taking it out of my pocket and pray that they dont check me. lol. must be kanna bang i the head that's why so blur.
i'm dying from doing maths qns. wanna kill someone. who's willing to sacrifice? lol
I HAVE A GOAL! 4:38 AM.